Monday, November 7, 2011

PC problems and update

My motherboard is on it's way out. Last night, my computer's audio stopped working. I am currently watching my school presentations on my neighbors computer. Thank God for neighbors and friends.

Turner has a yeast infection brought on my antibiotics. I think the yeast got in the diapers, so now I have bleached them, and just about everything else. Hopefully, they do not give him chemical burns now. He is currently sleeping in a plastic diaper. It is weird. I do NOT trust them. The diapers.

Trying to rid myself of bitterness. Cliff's grandfather passed away last week. This man had nothing to do with him his whole life, and he lived so close to us. He made this choice. He had another family and didn't want Cliff's dad and aunt to get in the way. I think I am bitter now that he is dead because when he was alive, it was like there was a possibility of him apologizing or telling someone he was sorry or regretful or that he loved them or anything. Now, he is dead, so there will be nothing like that. I can't shake this bitterness. He robbed my wonderful husband of having a grandfather.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Halloween





Oh! Life before Children!!


In Your Eyes

I am lost.
I am falling.
I am caught in a raging storm.
I am drifting with the endless tide.
I am flying high above the clouds.
I am laying in the softest grass.
I am caught in a silver net.
I am wrapped in a warm blanket on the coldest night.
I am holding pure sunshine.
I am sane in a world of insanity.
I am a child in an amusement park.
I am happy.
I am excited.
I am complete.
I am content.
I am gazing deep into your eyes.
And I see love.

husband



oh how my love for this man has grown between these two moments!
random pictures from hawaii. i miss you my hawaii.