the man out of the house

Cliff went on a retreat this weekend. I am so glad he got to go. It is an all too familiar feeling around here though. I do not want to do this (impending deployment) again. Bleh. We are praying for God's guidence.

This was my verse today Proverbs 1:33 but whoever listens to me will live in safety

and be at ease, without fear of harm.

I know that God will provide knowledge of which decision to make. His timing is perfect. If it is the will of God for Cliff to deploy for 12 months again, then we can all handle it. I have been asking for God to "take this cup from me!" but at the same time, I know I am called to be an Army spouse, and this is where I am. If we are in the army, then deployments will come and go, that's how it works. I get frustrated at the people whose husband's don't deploy, but my husband got to be home for longer than a lot I know.

I will raise these boys into warriors themselves, watch. I will be dealing with deployments for the rest of my life :(

I love CBJ, CBJ, and TDJ. My three precious boys!